Nostalgia
Selma. 18. NY.


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Be strong enough to let go, and wise enough to wait for what you deserve.

Hard work does pay off. May 2012: 110lbs/49.5kg

Hard work does pay off.

May 2012: 110lbs/49.5kg

beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder.

beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder.

BEST snack ever invented. Really though.

BEST snack ever invented. Really though.

Don’t look back. Keep moving forward. Going back won’t get you further in life.

I’m at the point where I just stopped stressing relationships. It’s not worth getting mad over things. It’s not worth trying to get someones attention. Nothing lasts forever, so why bother trying to keep it a second longer when you’re a second closer to losing it?

I just really want to go on a road trip. I just want to forget about this place and it’s people.

Popped a handful of morphine pills.

Now I lay me down to sleep.

I quietly await for the the pills to take over my body.

To slowly spread through my being, and help me feel at peace.

To slowly spread to my brain, and help my mind relax.

I’ll finally feel at peace. I’ll finally be relaxed and calm. 

I’ll get my goodnights rest.

Nothing will matter and nothing will bother me.

The door is locked so no one can intrude. 

Not my room, and not my thoughts.

With my head facing the ceiling.

My legs parallel each other,

and my arms spread wide apart.

I’ll finally feel peaceful and calm.

I’ll finally be at peace.

I’m finally 18 !

…

The fact that I can’t fall asleep without medicine is starting to be a problem. But, I can’t help it. This staying up all night thing is taking its toll on me.

I never thought I’d get to the point where my temper would make me destroy everything in my way. It’s HILARIOUS how one individual can get you to the point, where even murder would be a reasonable solution.